dream log, far gate

In the future our population has declined through more or less natural not exactly sad reasons, just time I guess, so the world is equipped for billions of people but lots less than that are there so a lot of parts are abandoned. And aliens have ways of making men pregnant so some poor men have become surrogates for people who want babies but can't have their own.

There was this future far away space world, where these different cultures in this solar system had been taken over by a stronger invasion force, and since they couldn't really fight back, they just kind of rolled over and try to survive.

It's been years since they've been taken over now, and the main girl is this chubby Asian girl, and she is taken from her parents, because people who have powers that can be used by their invaders are taken to work for them. She has the ability to excellerate fires. Which was just the cutting off point for being taken, as usually people with fire abilities can create fire. So she gets taken away from her family to work for the invaders, and then it's EPIC ADVENTURE TIMES!!!

It's kind of confused as to how everything happens. But she's like, traveling around the universe. Solving mysteries. And then somehow she gets her people to fight back.

I guess her ability to excellerate fires is all symbolic. As to her ability to excellerate the fire of REBELLION that was already there.

There was this mystery she was exploring, about this doctor who had died. They thought it could have been murder, but it turned out in a note she finally found that he had secretly hid, that he had committed suicide because he knew under the new regime he would have to make decisions that he didn't want to involving people's lives so he killed himself, not wanting to break his vows as a doctor. And the main girl met his family, and the doctor was a duck hybrid, but his daughter said she was adopted and not even her mother knew this somehow, and her actual mother was some awesome space chick that had to give her up when she was young.

And she, main character girl, found a book that she had written in the future about what happened, so she knew what was going to happen, and she knew at one point when they were being boarded that this elderly couple she met would give them away by one of them calling them by their real name, she she was like, should I tell them to be careful not to?? Or would that be a self-fulfilling prophecy?!? But then she decided that instead of caring, she would just call in the resources (strong people she had met earlier) earlier than she did in the book, so she tricked one of their younger ship-boarders to give her a communicator and so called over the reinforcements, and then there was a battle with big aliens and armoured dinosaurs, and the main character was reunited with her parents during the epic end battle.

Girl writing stories in her top room of home in the future, writing about things in the past, including bubble boy who is in love with "Lois Lane" girl.

My brother had a boy, Michael, and then he divorced his wife. And Michael looked half Asian that was odd. And a character had these two lamps for 21 years, when I don't think it could possibly have been this long guess it was college, and over the years would change the lamps, add things, take things away, like plants and stickers and paintings, and when he was leaving school, finally, he just left them behind. Whether the next student would just throw them out five minutes after getting into the dorm, he didn't know, but he just left them behind. Things that he had worked on and had for 21 years. There was even this time lapse moment where you watched these lamps through the many days, the lamps changing, the light changing depending on the time. And then abandoned. (Or set free?)

"What does it feel like to be crazy?"

"Like everyone has failed you."